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prettygirlsmakegraves) wrote2013-05-10 10:21 pm
prettygirlsmakegraves) wrote2013-05-10 10:21 pm
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MEMORIES 1-3
content notes: blurred and/or outright denied consent in the first one, discussion of cannibalism, underage sex, abuses of power, excessive (?) violence
mem 1 (earned in the Bone Witch game day 40): Making out in the Tree tree (Aather thread)
--faces: Echo(, Yuri, Dino?)
--names: Tsunami, Echo
--wow past me is super forward
--////? girls?
--I AM SUPER OLDER IN MY MEMORIES THAN I FEEL BUT I AM THE SAME PHYSICAL AGE? WHAT'S THE DEAL ...
--i'm kind of creepy! ALSO I'M A ... TEACHER ...? who wants to sleep with her student oh that's a ... thing
--trees can be teammates ...
--mostly a lot of whaaaat the hell. this is an awkward memory to get as her first memory and she is mostly too bewildered to process it.
--not going to initially realize one of her teammates is in this memory, since it's kind of an incidental part, but that'll be a moment. the whole part where she's in another place with color-coordinated amnesiacs is also not really something this memory's about, despite the mention of "teammates".
mem 2 (earned in the Dragon game day 48): Yukio offering to be "food" (Aather thread)
--WOW I SURE DID HAVE MY CHEST FLAYED OPEN
--faces: Mau, Acedia, Ventus, Ariel, Yukio, Cinnamon, Mithos
--names: Acedia, Three, Cinnamon
--my name is Sword?!
--I NEED PEOPLE TO EAT TO HEAL
--there was apparently manmeat s...omewhere, but if i couldn't make it in time ... so Yukio took one for the team "if necessary"
--i did that to me why idk what the hell, past me
--more talking about stuff idremember
--iiiiiit is so not gonna sink in, the parts with Acedia, because in all honesty she's stuck on WHAT MY CHEST WHAT
--even as a creepy person i still repay my debts
--iiiiii am so a monstrous not-human person .... ok then.
--this is Three's fault. who is Three? she has power over us, whoever she is, or did, but now i'm here. (was that my wish?)
mem 3 (earned in the Dealer game day 52): Introduction to Aather; teams are stupid, throw fruit at them (Aather thread)
--and this is where it sinks in.
--this is now the second time i've forgotten who i am and wound up playing a bunch of games with color-coordinated fellow amnesiacs.
--faces: iiiit's Mithos again!, Tsuzuki, Lloyd
--names: he goes by Faith, Beauty
--as it happens, Sword is a name i gave myself, because i didn't remember my name the first time around either.
--IT SOUNDS LIKE LAST TIME I DIDN'T DO IT ON PURPOSE. no mention of a wish or anything like that, just "you're here b/c we needed you"
--BUT LAST TIME I WAS A MIDBOSS
--i was a lot more forceful, back ... whenever this was. this second (first?) first day.
--there was a drive under me in this memory especially that ... i just don't feel here, not all the time, idk why. i had SO MANY OPINIONS. how????
--i guess i knew a bit more about myself then.
--so much casual condescension + conversational ping-pong happening
--+1 to ability to use monologues as a weapon if not actual use, there are too many close investment feelings happening in Deco to be detached enough for this level of conversational clarity yet.
--definite +1 to callousness and being an awful person when she doesn't like what's happening
--i was there to protect the people playing in the other place's games?
--this definitely came before my last two memories but no clue when those two happened beyond that. that last memory was definitely just after a game, though.
--so much more vicious & callous in this memory than the last two (& in Deco too). i don't know why. i really aggressively didn't care. compared to how i am in my memories i have too many feelings, i think past me would say. D:
--Faith went from being afraid of me in this memory to being viciously unimpressed in my second memory. that's ... something.
--yeah i definitely don't age.
mem 1 (earned in the Bone Witch game day 40): Making out in the Tree tree (Aather thread)
--faces: Echo(, Yuri, Dino?)
--names: Tsunami, Echo
--wow past me is super forward
--////? girls?
--I AM SUPER OLDER IN MY MEMORIES THAN I FEEL BUT I AM THE SAME PHYSICAL AGE? WHAT'S THE DEAL ...
--i'm kind of creepy! ALSO I'M A ... TEACHER ...? who wants to sleep with her student oh that's a ... thing
--trees can be teammates ...
--mostly a lot of whaaaat the hell. this is an awkward memory to get as her first memory and she is mostly too bewildered to process it.
--not going to initially realize one of her teammates is in this memory, since it's kind of an incidental part, but that'll be a moment. the whole part where she's in another place with color-coordinated amnesiacs is also not really something this memory's about, despite the mention of "teammates".
mem 2 (earned in the Dragon game day 48): Yukio offering to be "food" (Aather thread)
--WOW I SURE DID HAVE MY CHEST FLAYED OPEN
--faces: Mau, Acedia, Ventus, Ariel, Yukio, Cinnamon, Mithos
--names: Acedia, Three, Cinnamon
--my name is Sword?!
--I NEED PEOPLE TO EAT TO HEAL
--there was apparently manmeat s...omewhere, but if i couldn't make it in time ... so Yukio took one for the team "if necessary"
--i did that to me why idk what the hell, past me
--more talking about stuff idremember
--iiiiiit is so not gonna sink in, the parts with Acedia, because in all honesty she's stuck on WHAT MY CHEST WHAT
--even as a creepy person i still repay my debts
--iiiiii am so a monstrous not-human person .... ok then.
--this is Three's fault. who is Three? she has power over us, whoever she is, or did, but now i'm here. (was that my wish?)
mem 3 (earned in the Dealer game day 52): Introduction to Aather; teams are stupid, throw fruit at them (Aather thread)
--and this is where it sinks in.
--this is now the second time i've forgotten who i am and wound up playing a bunch of games with color-coordinated fellow amnesiacs.
--faces: iiiit's Mithos again!, Tsuzuki, Lloyd
--names: he goes by Faith, Beauty
--as it happens, Sword is a name i gave myself, because i didn't remember my name the first time around either.
--IT SOUNDS LIKE LAST TIME I DIDN'T DO IT ON PURPOSE. no mention of a wish or anything like that, just "you're here b/c we needed you"
--BUT LAST TIME I WAS A MIDBOSS
--i was a lot more forceful, back ... whenever this was. this second (first?) first day.
--there was a drive under me in this memory especially that ... i just don't feel here, not all the time, idk why. i had SO MANY OPINIONS. how????
--i guess i knew a bit more about myself then.
--so much casual condescension + conversational ping-pong happening
--+1 to ability to use monologues as a weapon if not actual use, there are too many close investment feelings happening in Deco to be detached enough for this level of conversational clarity yet.
--definite +1 to callousness and being an awful person when she doesn't like what's happening
--i was there to protect the people playing in the other place's games?
--this definitely came before my last two memories but no clue when those two happened beyond that. that last memory was definitely just after a game, though.
--so much more vicious & callous in this memory than the last two (& in Deco too). i don't know why. i really aggressively didn't care. compared to how i am in my memories i have too many feelings, i think past me would say. D:
--Faith went from being afraid of me in this memory to being viciously unimpressed in my second memory. that's ... something.
--yeah i definitely don't age.